to have cake and eat it too
I am very interested in the question regarding what it is to live well. It naturally follows that I am also very interested in answers to the question, or even better are exemplary lives. Moreover, I am particularly interested in exemplary lives which ended in martyrdom.
Anyway, I want to consider here whether or not I ought to be considered a christian. There seem to be some pretty strong reasons for thinking not; I don't think that Jesus was the son of God, or that the bible is anything more than a bunch of paper with words printed in it, or even that God exists. In short, I utterly lack faith.
But(!), there is a fairly significant aspect of christianity which concerns your deeds, and generally the way you live. For instance, the life and deeds of Jesus are held up as exemplary, and his teachings are to be followed. If ones status as a christian were to be decided based purely on actions and not at all on beliefs, then I might be in with a chance. Even then I am left with the problem that my life merely lines up with the good life that Jesus was on about, rather than me actually following the teachings of Jesus.
Now, assume I am somehow counted christian, surely if the term now means “person who lives well in a way which lines up with what Jesus taught” then the term is so vague and broad that it is void.
It might also be pondered at this point whether the good life as exemplified by Jesus was good because it was his, or because of some objective moral standards about good lives. I'm going to go with the latter. But then any reason I might have had to become a follower of Jesus seems to vanish completely, I can just live according to the dictates of morality and rationality.
As you can see, I like to think I can have my cake and eat it too. And besides, if god is as reasonable and lovely as is made out, I'm sure he'll have me in heaven regardless of my lack of faith.