cald or colm: in between calm and cold.
It is sad that I am already waiting to die. I only hope it will be a worthwhile death; one that will change the world, others have. A new world in which no one else will have to share my unfortunate fate of living a worthless life.
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… so you have absolutely nothing to lose :)
... or to gain :(
um.... are you ok? That sounds pretty bad...
life sucks. commit suicide if you have the courage, i only ever went as far as cutting my wrists
Problem is suicide is perhaps the most worthless way to die I can imagine. Perhaps if I were more of a coward I would consider it.
my friend killed himself last year, awesome guy i really respect him for it. people kill themselves 'cos they're too good for this world, the world's cowardly 'cos it's too pussy to be good to people : D
cowardly people are the ones who have to talk about themselves being martyres, lack of self-confidence right there
:(
This sounds sad... but knowing you there'll probably be some big explanation behind this statement that won't make it seem so bad! (At least, that's what I'm hoping for)
If you believe it's possible to have a worthwhile death (that is even instrumental in helping change the world!), then surely you must also be able to believe that you can change the world by your life? It is easy to be tempted into leading a worthless life, but I reckon it's definitely possible to live a worthwhile life too... it all depends a little bit on what you consider worthwhile though.
If you wanna talk sometime, that would be cool :) (not necessarily about this even, if you don't want to)
I disagree that you have nothing to gain (but I think I kinda know where you're coming from.) The thing is, if you've already decided life is pointless, useless, and crap, you may as well try *everything*, on the off chance that you do discover a point or a use.
I mean, 'nothing to gain' only works if you've decided that your assessment of life as a waste is universally true and complete, which is a pretty huge, hubris-ful call to make.
take care when Kelly makes offers like that, like if you're all depraved and broken inside don't show it and pretend to be a normal person if you ever talked about your problems, 'cos her grace only stretches to helping people who are perfect like her and extends no further than herself
here's a cool song:
What will you do with the time that’s left
Will you live it all with no regret?
Will they say that you loved till your final breath?
What will you do with the time that’s left?
What will you do with the time that’s past?
Oh and all the pain that seems to last?
Can you give it to Jesus and not look back?
What will you do with the time that’s past?
What will He say when your time has come?
When He takes you into His arms of love?
With tears in His eyes will He say well done?
What will He say when your time has come?
Oh, Hallelujah!
Oh, Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
Lord be present in all my ways
Help me follow You all my days
Amen
What will you do with the time that’s left?
Will you live it all with no regret
Will they say that you loved till your final breath?
What will you do with the time?
- Mark Schultz
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